February 2012
95 posts
Tried on some bikinis yesterday, thinking I would...
but I was wrong. I don’t know if it was the way it fit or something, I just looked awful. I like how I look in underwear, so why do bathing suits make me look huge? On another note, I looked cute in this one piece with a little skirt attached, but that’s just because it covered all the gross stuff.
That awkward moment where you’re romanticly gazing at your bf while he sleeps, thinking about how much you love him, and then he wakes up and calls you a creep.
Fuck.
I never really get like this, but right now I fucking hate myself. I will never be pretty enough for my boyfriend. I wish I could just have a sexy body, and then he would actually be attracted to me and want me. But instead, I have no fucking self-control, causing me to be a fat-ass, that doesn’t even deserve him. I wish he knew how insecure I am so he wouldn’t always bring up the...
How is it that guys always seem to need time away...
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Today I am starting a fitness notebook where I...
I’m pretty excited to make it. :)
Swear to god.
Went to sleep, shirt on. Woke up, shirt off.
wtf 0_o
So its Valentine's Day
And even though my boyfriend probably won’t cover our bed in rose petals, or light a ton of candles, or buy me some huge teddy bear, he has been faithful, and has been the best boyfriend for two years now. So in reality I’d much rather have a little dinner at home with him tonight, because even though it’s not super romantic and cute, it’s real.
Mixed emotions.
Last night my bf and I were messing around and he asked me if we ever broke up would we stay friends, to which I replied no because I would never be able to see him with someone else. He then told me that he would never want to lose my friendship because I’m his best friend. While this is very sweet, it reminds me of something that all my guy friends have said for years. “Your...
